before july 11,2009 ends...

this is to myself..
Appreciate when it is still belongs to you..
No matter what it is..
When it appears in ur life,
there must be the reason..
Pray hard because u own it..
hold tight when u have it..
i will hold u tight..
remember?i alwiz ask u hold me tight?
tis is bcz i scare u will missing one day..
i will hold u tighter everyday,
hope u still willing to hold me tight..


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wanna say sorry to someone,
sorry.. what can i do is just say sorry.
i know it can't cure ur bad feelings for tis moment.
i just hope u can recover the feeling sooner.
i am too stupid n naive to do all the things..
without any awareness, i did hurt u deeply..
right here, i apologize to u..
i am so sorry..
with sincere, hope u can forgive me..
I'll be guai..
sincerely from esther ling..

一辆车的故事

这是最近我刚启发到的一个道理，
特别给我身边真的爱我，关心我的每一个你：
那一天，我正在冲凉，突然之间，有感而发..
一下这一段时特别给我的家人,当然也包括你..
“很窄阿!!不要推我!!"
我觉得茫茫人海中，你和我能够有缘分夹在这一辆小车里,
这的很不可思议.
虽然,车子真的很窄,但是,你有没有想过,我们能一家人挤得进一辆小车里的时光可一直到什么时候呢?
再过几年,大家都真的长大了,就算我们想要挤进去,我们就再也挤不进那辆小车了.
虽然,我们不像别人般富有,那不代表说我们就不可以活得比他们开心.
想开心?很简单..
包容,关心,礼让..
真的很简单..

试想想,活在这个大得无边无际的地球上,
能有拥有那么渺茫的机会成为一家人,真的很幸运..
既然上天人让我们可以拥有那么好的时光挤在那么的一辆小车里,
那为何我们不去好好珍惜呢?
为何我会如此想?我觉得机会不是时常出现的,
如果我们不伸出双手好好把握着,错过了,那机会不就白白溜走了?
有时候,不是说你想挤进那一辆小车就挤进去的,
可能,那一辆小车,在那时候只剩下你而已,那你就算一个人坐完这辆车哪有怎样?
你会开心吗?没有兄弟姐妹哥跟你一起挤来挤去那种乐趣,你又开心吗?
一家人能有机会大家挤在同一辆车,就好像同舟共济一样,真的可能是几世修来的.
家人,永远都是无条件的默默为我们付出,这要用心从他们的角度看,你一定能感觉到.
弟妹们,好好珍惜我们还可以挤在同一辆车里的好时光,
相信我,长大后,世界就大不同,我们也再也无法挤进一辆小车了. 有时候,没有名牌的衣服,名牌的鞋子,名牌的包包, 一家人普普通通也能很开心,只要我们能互相包容与了解,
再穷也很挨出个春天来.
现在穷没关系,别人看不起也没关系,
记住,我们有的是时间,如果我们在现在开始努力,
好好奋斗,我们也可以将未来的路铺好,好让爸爸妈妈能够享享我们给的儿女福.
不用管他人的眼光,用你的努力证明给看不起我们的人看,明白吗?
弟妹们,加油!!
最后,我也很感谢你们一直对我不离不弃以及万分的支持,
让我知道我背后永远都有你们为我撑腰.
当然,我也很感动因为有你-愿意和我挤进一辆小车的人.


以下是给真的有把我当成朋友的你,
就如我家的小车,
我觉得有缘分能让我们同所在一辆车子里,
我有试着好好维护我们的友情,
当然,那也要看对方的你们,
有的,我真的很感动因为他们真地对我拿出了真心与关怀.
有的,我真心对待,但是误会与误解却把我推到失望与悲伤到极点.
有的,我只是把他们普普通通的当成普通朋友,但是他们也给我带来了不少快乐.
毕竟,对于环境的改变,我也是无能为力,

但是,无论如何,
现在是朋友还是不再朋友都好,
感谢你们有真心对待和关心我的时候,
给朋友,我会好好以及小心地维护我们友情这颗珍贵的玻璃球.

11 feb 2009

mummy.. i miss u..

N.O.W

此时此刻，我好像对我的家人说，我爱你们~

hello~

i was thinking wan to write this blog.. cz my mood was very down just now.. but after i make decision.. it becomes better.. :) thanks for my dear.. he always the one who assists next to me..
back to the story.. what a shame to myself.. T.T i have took 3 times muet exam and i am still remain at band 3 result.. anyway, i need band 4 to graduate.. i have to try harder.. ga yau, mei ling..

LTNC4 = long time no see4..

finally my turn intercaltural showcase also named it as "Global Music Carnival".. phew.. its a damn damn tired day.. THANKS to those who has support our carnivall.. thanks.. ^^






WeeShieh in hanbok~





mie in hanbok~





Decoration for our booth..









this is our Korea cultural booth~





i really cant deny the pic in middle is just very cute~ *cute*









Dr Steven n mie~~ ^^

LTNC3 = long time no see3..

3rdly.. ah kit's birthday and my surprise belated birthday celebration.. ~.~
we all go to summer for steambot.. at 1st i tot they treat me makan sekali only.. how come when go home they celebrate for me as well.. i was surprised..




my chocholate cake~ ^^


<--WeeShieh n mie~


WeeShieh + mie + LiYing + SuLing~~*





ah kit and his "papan"~ wakaka..






cut my cake?huh~ i cut back ur cake~ lol..


Happy birthday to mie~ 21st lerr~








My man at sj- SiewPheng


1st time with this section in my birthday.. :D



This section again~




Anyway, thanks alot.. one of my wish is hope our friendship stay forever.. *pray deep deep*

LTNC2 = long time no see2..

2nd.. my chemistry showcase.. i am wearing short skirt anyway... *shy* also look "tall" that day~



Li Ying and mie~


handmade name tag by myself.. V.V


Jojo n mie~










Eugenia n mie~

LTNC = long time no see.. lol

wanna share my college life here.. it has been turn into a change after few months.. by the way, let it be.. lets share my happy moments here.. hehe..
1st.. lim chit yoon's birthday~ wonder i hav lost part of the pics.. >.<

changes..

world everyday changing..
i cant stop anything from changing..
but i juz wish i could stop relationship changing...
i feel very scary on human changing..
how come 1 ppl can suddenly changed tat much..
god, can i have the power the stop the changing..
i wish everything go bac to the beginning..
i miss those days tat v are chit chat until midnight..
i miss those days tat v 3 cooking together..
i miss those days tat v shopping together..
i miss.. n i miss all the stuffs v 3 have it..
but i noe it couldn't come back to me anymore..
*speechless*